Chapter 1

R-18 Alert

Please refrain if you're under 18. 

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Morning! I energetically greeted everyone and headed to my desk.

Our girls school is pretty average without any stand out distinctions between students, the only thing that stands out is their lax school rules. The students are free to dye their hair or have piercings. There’re also no specific rules about makeup, and the uniform is cute.

That's why there are a lot of students dressed whatever suits their taste. It leads to their slacking attitude even though they manage to keep their grades well. I feel like this school has a lot of students who didn't get recommendations because of their behavior, but smart enough to enter this school.

Well, I’m also included in those students, and I'm sure Aya is the same. This school is pretty fun though, considering there's a lot of students with their own unique quirks.

"Morning, Mari."
"Morning, Marika!"

My friends, Matsukawa Chisaki and Mitsumine Yume who arrived earlier greet me cheerfully. We were always together in school, so they labelled us as [Marika's group].

Chisaki has a tall figure with a cool personality, but sharp-tongued. Yume is someone with an adorable smile and a mood maker. And, there's something I just discovered.

It seems like these two are dating. Two girls, dating!

On top of that, they started dating since Christmas during our first year. Even though at that time, I already befriended them...

When I first heard it, I was totally taken aback, but I don't really care as long as they look happy with their relationship. Besides, I already admit that girls dating each other isn't something that weird. I do have a change of heart.

I always pray for their relationship to keep doing well, since I don't really want our friendship ruined because they had a nasty break-up or something like that.

But well, let's stop thinking something negative. I buried those thoughts and let out a huge smile.

"Anyway, I saw yesterday's insta, that was a bit too much, don't you think?"

I tried to start a new, and recent topic while looking at them. This quick judgement toward my surroundings is one of the reasons I managed to become a popular girl. Everyone would react to topics that concern them, so it would go well if I bring it up and make it sound interesting.

"Thought so."
"Yume is pretty bad with selfies anyway. Don't you have any other poses or expressions?"
"I also thought that."
"You guys are a bit too mean, don't you think!?"

We quickly teamed up to tease Yume. Our laughter filled the classroom, yep, noisy.

When our talks got more interesting, Aya entered the class.

In school, Aya really looks like an Ice Queen. Even though her dyed hair gave off bright impressions more than mine, she's so quiet just like a snowy night. The people around her naturally lower down their voice, even though Aya won't do anything if they're being loud.

Well, there're a lot of girls who assume that Aya hates noises. There's no one who’s brave enough to face her and criticized her attitude directly. She has an air that made her look like no one can defy her anyway.

She doesn't belong to any group, and she'd never bother to care about class' atmosphere. Even then, she’s confident by being herself and looking down at people around her...I also thought that she’s a cocky person before.

How about now? Well, yeah. I don’t. But, I still want her to get along, at least a bit, with people from our class.

While staring at her just like my everyday activity, I recall our call from last night.

We had a meeting for our plans while I’m laying down on my bed.

"I won't ask you to remember everyone from our class, in exchange, at least I want you to remember a few people."
"...Is that really necessary to become your friend?"
"That's a given. It would be a problem if we had a troublemaker in our group. If you did something wrong, it'll also trouble Yume and Chisaki after all."
"...Nn, got it."

I let out a stern voice and she accepted it honestly.

This is a reversal situation from before, I do intend to imitate her attitude from back then. I put out my finger even though she can't see it.

"Well then, let's start from the first stage."
"First stage."
"I thought up until the fourth stage. When we reach that, I guarantee that everyone will recognize us as good friends."
"...Sounds tough."
"Do your best. And so, I already marked three people that you better remember. First is Itou Natsumi."

Natsumi-chan is the badminton club's president. She has good grades and is skilled at taking care of people. She's a model student who excels at sports. She is also selected as class representative, and exudes a warm big sister aura even though we are classmates. Her voice is loud so she's easy to recognize. 

"She mainly talked about food. We are different types, but we get along pretty well. Well, I practically get along with everyone though."
"That's right. Marika is awesome."
"Y-yeah. Well, awesome..."

I feel like she treated me just like a spoiled cat…

"Next is, Nishida Reina. She's very stand out and also affiliated with a model agency. She likes parties so she often went to nightclubs, and she has a boyfriend who worked as a cameraman."

Nishida has a close connection with the biz world so our talk is mainly about that. That's why there are a lot of people flocking around her to ask her stuff like concert tickets due to her connection. She looks like a lively big sister type. Her group has a huge presence in our class, so they are a bit intimidating.

"But, during our first year Nishida had a quarrel with Chisaki, and since then their relationship is pretty bad, that's why our group never really interacted with each other...Of course she still talked to me."
"Ah, she sits in front of me, so I know her. She has a good figure and pretty. But of course Marika is still the best."

Is she really listening to me? She just wanted to compliment me, doesn’t she?

"The last is, Shirahata Hinano. She worked as a shopkeeper at Harajuku, and she's the embodiment of gyaru." 

It's unclear what sort of topics could trigger her animosity. Usually, she's always in a daze and looks harmless, also, she's unexpectedly kind. She even gave me candy last time.

"I don't know her face, but I know that name. Aah, that girl who always looks listless."

Well, she does look like a natural airhead, I think she will hit it off with Aya...

Also, we really need some precautions, mainly for Chisaki. But, even though she was bad with Aya before, she didn't really show it as of lately. Wait, if I want Aya to join our group, we should be cautious with every possibility.

And after that long talk yesterday, we arrived at today, this situation.

After she entered the class, she said her greetings shortly, "Morning."

To the three of us from Marika group.

Yume looked taken aback and staring at her, Chisaki hurriedly answered her greetings, "M-morning." While I calmly replied to her with a cheerful, "Morning!"

It went better than expected (?) when the other students also greeted her during her walk to her desk. 

The unexpected behavior from [Queen of Solitude] somehow is well-received by everyone.

"...What was that."

Yume frankly shows her bafflement, together with Chisaki, they twist their neck towards my direction.

"Your suggestion?"
"Nah, of course not."

Chisaki sure is sharp as usual, but this time, I really never told her to greet everyone.

The first homework I gave her is, [Remember your classmate's name and face].

Because, so far Aya only remembered four people from this class, it's already September, you know.

It's the first step to improve her human relationship and her ability to read the mood.

But then, she did that out of nowhere. I don't know what she planned, but I think doing a simple greeting is a great move from her since it won't offend anyone. Let's give her an excellent mark.

"She might be following some fortune-telling, where she would get lucky if she did some greetings, or something like that...?"
"That Fuwa is worrying over some fortune-telling...I just can't imagine it.

Exactly. I rest my head on my desk.

"But hey, it's not a bad thing, right? I don't know what's going on but, considering her usual demeanor and attitude...You know?"
"Well..."
"That's true, but..."

Yume and Chisaki look doubtful.

...This reaction is...let's just keep doing our best, Aya...

After-school, she also greeted us shortly, "See you." Today, she spoke those two things excluding studying-related activities during the class.

I keep worrying over her just like her mother. I really don't know what's going on inside her head, I wonder if this is really okay!

*

It's been three days since that day. 27 days left until her target.

"Morning." She came with her usual greetings. It's just like the usual morning, except one thing.

"Huh?" Looking at Aya, Yume raised her voice.

It's her usual behavior, but with an impression like she cleverly planned it, she pointed at Aya's school bag. Right at the weird-looking strap.

"That's Benjamin Barok-kun, right?"
"Yup."
"Aah, so it's true. You also like it, Fuwa?"

Even Chisaki joined their conversation. I'm the only one who has no idea. I wasn't able to keep up with the trend, eh, it's vexing.

"Benjamin Barok...uhh...as in a decorative plant?"
"That's not it. It's a decorative plant mascot from [Mimamoru Series]. See, here, mine is Gajumaru-kun. They are cute, right!"

Yume showed me her strap, it's a potted plant with a face.

Yeah...it's...not really cute.
(TL Note: Explanations for the real Benjamin Baroque; Gajumaru)

"Sticking those stuff in your bag...you didn't lose them? When you rode a train maybe?"
"As if, it's not possible. It only happened when you didn't carry them well."
"Eeh? Really?"

At this point, Aya joined the conversation with a diligent nod.

"Yes. As long as you carry them well, you won’t lose them. This is my fourth one, I still have five more, so it's okay."
"So you lost them!"

I retorted at her with my full power. Yume is laughing loudly when looking at us.

"Then, let's look for your own. What do you think, Marika?"

Chisaki suggested that out of nowhere. I bet it's because she doesn't have shifts for today and she's just bored.

But this is a nice chance. It might be better if I'm not agreeing instantly, and stick with my character. Let's put out a sullen face.

"Eeh...somehow it's not really aligned with my interests."
"There's a lot of cute ones, you know? For example, Monstera-kun, or Pothos-kun!"
"Nah even though you told me their name I won't understand. Besides, why the decorative plants? It's scary when they're looking at me like that."
"Aaah, Marika really doesn't understand their cuteness. You just lose 10% of your life!"
"Don't you dare imply that I had an empty life! I get it, I'll go! I'll definitely go!"

It went not as I expected, but still according to plan.
(TL Note: Explanations for the real Monstera; Pothos)

I peeked at Aya's direction. This is the time where I merrily suggested, "How about joining us?", but before that, let's observe the mood a bit and do this carefully.

Since Yume is in the middle of her laughter, it's a pretty peaceful mood, but what about Chisaki? She won't get annoyed if I invite Aya, right...?

But that Chisaki is betraying my expectations.

"Then, how about tag along, Fuwa?"

Chi-Chisaki~~~~!

What a tactful person! Good girl! As expected from my friend!

Aya stared at Chisaki's eyes, she kept blinking her eyes. Ah, she was taken aback. How cute. Wait, no, it won't do if I am charmed by her right now.

After a short while, Aya regains her usual composure and nods.

"I'll go."

And so it turned out like that.

***

After school, the four of us walked together, somehow it felt weird. I can't decide which personality I should use right now, so I keep walking with odd feelings.

It's the season between summer and fall, the wind feels good and the weather is nice. It's still bright outside.

Chisaki and Yume walk before us, and Aya is right beside me. For now, let's treat her as a normal friend and start some conservation.

"Fuwa-san, are those decorative plants really popular?"
"It is. Apparently it has some sort of advantage."
"It's a 200-yen gacha, what kind of advantage they have?"
"Nn...something like, bringing fortune in romance?"

Just like a honey, she sweetly strokes my little finger. 

Wait, wait. Without letting out any voice, I crossed my fingers in front of her. 

This won't do. Once they turn around and see us, they will instantly figure it out.

"...Somehow, something like this is."
"Frustrating?"
"Nope."

She turned her head and whispered in a low voice.

"It's like you told me to wait and save it for later, it excites me."
"...Pervert."

I see, even when with everyone, Aya still behaves like usual.

"Come to think of it." Chisaki turned her body. Hii, that was close. It makes me nervous.

"Fuwa and Mari ride the same train, right?"
"Ah, yup. Right, Fuwa?"

Chisaki let out a crisp laughter. I got nervous when I saw that laugh.

This might be a test from Chisaki.

While having a normal conversation, she can judge their compatibility, that kind of thing. Society sure is a scary place.

Well, as long as she didn't score any minus points, I'll make sure to act as her back up...Do your best, Aya…

Let's think of a few patterns and prepare myself.

Meanwhile Aya is.

"Yeah. Marika always took good care of me."

Yume and Chisaki let out a small "Oo" when they heard Aya call me by my first name, without honorifics. But the real shock is after this.

"I'm grateful for the chance to properly going out with her."

I don't even have the chance to stop her.

"ーWa-!"

What on earth is she saying!?

I expected that she wouldn't say anything too far-fetched, that's why I was very bewildered by her words. So you choose to tell them the truth right now, Fuwa Aya!?

My head is boiling, but I can't be too angry with her. Aah, geez!

Ah, I know! Let's make it sound like a joke!

"Going out! Y'see, like, what we do right now! It's not like what you think! We went to various stores and shop together, that kind of going out! Right!"
"Aaa, so that's it. I already thought it had different meanings and panicked a bit. Ahahaha."

Yume laughed after hearing my forceful explanation, But then, Aya took my hand.

She's not being serious, right?

"Going out as in, we are dating."
"Hey yoouuuu!"

That follow-up is a bit too cruel!

When I realized, Chisaki already laughed her ass off.

"Haah, you guys are so funny. What was that? Comedy show? You guys already prepared this beforehand?"
"Of course not…Hey, Fuwa, stop saying weird things."

She glared at me.

"I’ve thought about this since before."
"O-okay."

What now...

"Hiding our relationship feels like being dishonest, that's why it's better if we told the truth at least to these two, don't you think?"
"A-Aya!"

I yell at her, if I have a megaphone I will definitely shout right before her eardrum.

"Where did you leave your ability to read the mood! You're more or less a high-school girl, right!? Having the ability to live among each other is why we are called human!"
"That's why I properly called you by [Sakakibara-san] in class."
"That's your boundary!? That's too narrow, don't you think!? You are being too honest with yourself!"

Everything is in shambles, my plans and instructions that I arranged carefully, just gone haywire.

And then Chisaki laughs again.

"Aah, sorry, sorry. But to be honest, I already figured it out, Mari."
""Eeh!""

Both Yume and I shrieked loudly showing our surprise.

B-but why...

"It's a given though. You always look so uneasy just like her mother, and Fuwa suddenly reached out to us. Besides, I already smell something since back then. And then, during lunch break I asked Fuwa and she told me everything."

Haa, I didn't know...This is supervision negligence from me...

"W-w-w-why, would you..."
"Because they're your friends."

I implore her to explain further with my face.

"I'm sure that they're good people."
"Nnn~~~~~It's the truth that Chisaki is a good fellow, but still!"

If she's being that blunt, I can't really get mad at her!

If the other party is Yume rather than Chisaki, I bet I would say something like, "It would become a widely spreaded rumor!" 

Eh, wait, no. Now if I’m thinking about it, I won't say something like that!

I strengthened the grip on my hands and kept my anger. Even though I carefully arranged everything...dang it...

Ignoring everything, Yume joined her hands on her chest with sparkling eyes just like a maiden.

"Eeeh! Good for you then, Marika! So you finally get a girlfriend! Marika is cute so I always thought that it would be easy for you! Wow amazing! Congratulations!"

Huh so she doesn't really care about the partner as long as it's romance-related. This romance struck maiden...

Looking at their festive mood, I'm staring at them timidly.

"Eeh...But, you see...my partner is, that Fuwa Aya, though?"

So I observe my friends' expressions.

That's right, the main reason why I was very reluctant to tell these two.

"Because you two are bad with Aya, right? Well, I was the same...That's why even though it'll take time, I intended to make you guys get along with each other, and I thought a lot of things..."
"Heeey!"
"Ouch."

Chisaki hit me lightly.

"Well, it's true that Fuwa Aya is on my bad side. Even though we went to the same middle-school, she didn't remember me after all."
"Sorry. I'm bad at remembering people's faces, I can manage somehow with the names though."
"You really are aggravating fellow, huh! But you were being honest so I'll forgive you this time!"

Chisaki hit Aya's back just like an old man, looking at that I'm getting a bit nervous. I wonder if it's really okay...They won't fight, right...?

"But you see, Mari."
"Y-yes!"
"We won't disregard you whoever you choose to get along with, or you date with. Because we are friends, right? Did you forget that me and Yume were the one who disclosed our relationship to you first? We are friends, and I want you to remember that I treasure our relationship."

That's right. The first who decided to trust me are Yume and Chisaki. Hearing her earnest words, I can't contain myself.

"B-big sis Chisaki~~~!"
"Gyaa, annoying."
"Of course I have the same feeling, Marika."
"Yume~~~"
"Oo, come here come here."

I hug Yume's chest and let out a crying sound. Aya pulled me instantly.

"Marika's place is here."
"Aya~~~...Wait, you are the source of my problems!"
"There, there."

She calmly stroked my chin.

A-annoying...

"Huh you guys sure are lovey-dovey."

She laughs at us again. She kept laughing at us since earlier.

"That's not true..." But when I said that, Aya took up Chisaki's words honestly, "Yes we are."

Of course I can't hide this blush.

Huh why she kept hugging me since earlier. I get rid of her hands from my body.

"And that's why, I'm okay with Fuwa joining our group starting tomorrow, right, Yume?"
"Yup. I also wanted to talk about a lot of things anyway, she's Marika's girlfriend, right? I'm really curious about what kind of things you often do together~!"
"Uh they aren't that grand...moreover it was...ah, geez! Somehow everything went too smooth!"

Looking at my angry yell, Yume and Chisaki laugh again. But those laughter, it feels nice and warm, it sounds like happiness.

I always acted as a listener to their romance problem, so starting today I can be the one who complains about stuff. Somehow it makes me embarrassed and my back is getting warmer.

"Ayaa..."
"It's nice when you have good friends."
"T-that's true...I'm deeply moved I feel like crying..."

Why does Aya end up comforting me like this, I wonder...But what she said is the truth, that I have good friends. They easily accepted me and Aya after all. But still, it's hard to follow this high-pace progress!

While we were joking around with each other, finally we arrived at the mall. We did the decorative plant gacha on the first floor. Honestly I no longer care about this stuff but I ended up getting Benjamin Barok-kun. It's the same with Aya's.

"It's a pair, Marika."
"Y-yup."

Chisaki and Yume are looking at us with a teasing smile while muttering, "Oo, pairing~~~~", as if I can show my joyousness when they gawked at us like that!

***

"Haaaaah~~~~~..."

We walked home and boarded our train. I feel like I breathed out all of the air from my lungs with a long sigh.

"I'd never thought everything would go smoothly like that...so smooth that it was overwhelming, even."
"They were happy you know, considering you have a wonderful lover."
"And of course you said it confidently, huh?"

There's a lot of students who headed home around us. I stare at Aya who sits beside me. Even when receiving my stare, she keeps her composure and calm expressions. How obnoxious.

"What were you thinking, to easily accept their invitation for a double date next week like that?"
"Well, I'm thankful because they went out of their way to invite us like that. Besides, those two are dating, huh."

She's right. It does sound fun, but I can't shake off my concerns.

"You should remember that they are pretty harsh. If by any chance Chisaki deemed you unworthy to be my lover, she will be totally against our relationship. And then, you will get disposed off, rawr!!, or something like that"

She would never take me seriously anyway, so I exaggerated a bit. Whatever I said, I bet she would calmly say something like, "Don't worry, I am someone who is worthy to stand by your side."

But unexpectedly, she looked like she was thinking about it seriously while placing her hand on her chin.

"I see. Then I should do my best."

My anger will really die down if she keeps behaving like that.

"O-okay..."

Well, it's not like I was that mad at her...and everything went well anyway. 

That's why, rather than anger...I'm sulking right now

"Hey, Aya, you really never intended to follow my direction since the beginning, right..."
"I'm sorry."
"You don't look sorry at all though."
"I am. After all you did your best for my sake, that was admirable, and you were very cute. I didn't want to follow it thoroughly, though."
"Grrr..."

I feel like I’d look stupid if I keep pressing her about this matter if she reacted like that.

Pat pat, she caresses my head.

Aya's smile really could make every woman dance on top of her palm, how vicious. Good grief…

"Let me buy you a cake to compensate for the whole thing."
"...Silver plate orange mousse from that bakery in front of the station."
"Got it. Let's eat them at my house."

Aya's room, huh…

Inside the shaking train, I still showed my displeasure while pouting my mouth. 

"Okay. But in exchange..."
"You don't want to do it?"

She peeked at my face while holding my hand.

That's not it, and I shake my head.

I hid my mouth with my hand and said it in a voice that no one can hear me except Aya.

"...In exchange, do your best to make me feel good."

It's embarrassing. I looked at her from the corner of my eyes.

"Aah, somehow everything that happened today just makes me feel like that...Everything is your fault, geez."

It might be that when it's just two of us, I can be honest with my feelings. When she heard my frankness, she laughed calmly.

"...Yeah. I'll do my best."

She strengthened her grip on my hand.

Aya is really unfair after all.

***

We finished eating our cake. Right now, I can still feel the sweetness on my lips and she licked it. I thought that she would continue after that, but then she pulled her body and sat beside me.

Her pretty legs that came out from the skirt are sticking close with mine.

Aya's legs look smooth and pale. It won't be an exaggeration if I said that her pretty legs can show that it's something that belongs to a beauty like Aya. 

"Those two are really good people."
"Yeah...I also never realized before. Even though we are friends, I just discovered it. They really think about me, and are very kind."

I’ve already befriended them since first year. But up until now, I never tried to look at them pass from the surface and understand their thoughts. Whenever I think of that, I really loathe myself.

In front of Aya, even the cheerful Marika-chan will blurt out her real feelings.

"You see, it's always easy for me to get along with other people, but I'll stop myself once I’ve arrived at a certain point. I wonder if it's because I mind too much about my surroundings. When I reached that point, I became lost about what I should do or how I treat them."
"Is that so? Somehow, it's surprising."
"Do you think of me as someone who can handle everything well?"
"Yup."

I coughed a little, she's being too honest.

But I'm happy if she really saw me as someone like that.

Rather than good at handling the situation, it's more likely that I don't have anything other than my reading mood skill. Also, when I hang out together with another person, I only think how to have fun rather than something complicated, I still think that this one is correct, though.

Before, I regarded Aya’s way to face everything head-on is too heavy and troublesome, but now, I think that kind of life isn’t too bad.

“Hearing what you said, I think it was more surprising rather than made me happy. Like, why would you think of me as someone admirable?”

I really thought of something pathetic, huh.

Without any hesitation, Aya answered my question.

“Everyone likes you more than you imagine, you know? They cherish you as a friend, it’s just you’d never had the chance to know their feelings up until now.”

Her frank words feel a bit embarrassing somehow.

“...Why did you think of that?”
“Because, you are kind to your friends, and you are always considerate to everyone. Being with you is fun, and that’s why I assure you that having you as a friend is a blessing. Of course they will like you and do their best for your sake. I assure you.”

Uwaa, a biased view from a lover.

I can’t honestly accept her passionate words of love like this…

“...T-that’s, because you are in love with me.”

She nods like it’s the most natural thing in the world.

“That’s right. But basically it happened because everything I just said.”

Aah, geez. So embarrassing.

I really like this straightforward side of her....I do like it...But still…

“What was that, really, good grief...you are too lenient toward me.”
“Marika, your face is red.”
“Shut up, geez...stupid Aya.”

I think I’m also stupid for getting comforted just by hearing something like that from someone I like.

She leaned her body closer and kissed me, I slowly closed my eyes.

We kissed a few times until Aya gently inserted her tongue inside my mouth. She really treated me carefully and made me comfortable with her moves. Maybe because I just said something like that before that she really treats me delicately.

I think the kind one here is Aya, though. To make sure that she won’t hurt me, her touches are really kind, just like treating a fragile thing.

“...I like you.”

When she pulled her lips, I impulsively whispered my feelings. While caressing my hair, she smiled.

“I like you, Marika. I love you.”

She took my ribbon and flipped my shirt. Just like treating a kid, she pulled my shirt and undressed me.

“Marika.”
“Nn, Aya…”

She completely took every clothes from my body while we exchanged kisses and left me with my undies.

At this rate she will smoothly take my underwear.

“...I feel like I’m the only one who ended up naked whenever we did something like this.”
“Because you are beautiful when you have nothing on your body. Could it be that you are feeling cold?”
“It’s still September so I don’t feel anything like that...I’m just getting a bit embarrassed since I’m the only one who wears nothing.”
"You are pretty so it’s okay.”
“Aya is also a beauty though? Also, you have a nice body, your arms and leg is long and slim. How enviable.”

Aya pressed her lips to my pouting lips. My hips are getting weaker and she smoothly took off my panties.

And of course I’m the only one who has nothing left on her body.

“Uuu…”

This is so disheartening…

I covered my bare breast using my hands while rubbing my thighs together. Aya then grabs my wrists with her hand and restrain them above my head. 

“Show me more of you.”
“Pervert…”

Looking at her who still wears her uniform really makes me feel like I’m her pet. Somehow I get the feeling that this master of mine will buy something like a collar not far in the future.

“This is your fault because you are too cute.”
“As if I understand something like that…”

She directly played with my bare breasts while kissing me relentlessly. I feel my body is burning, and it’s slowly become numb.

Her kisses are getting rougher each time. It’s like she’s tasting every part of my body. Her gentle kisses are replaced with her persistent movements. My heart beat is getting faster, like I’m getting excited by this situation.

We rubbed our tongue and she licked each nook and cranny. Through my gaze, I asked her to give me more, but she pulled her lips from mine.

“Marika, look.”
“Nnn...ahn…”

I slowly opened my eyes and found her reddish tongue around in front of me. Our intertwined saliva is dangled connecting our mouths. The wet sounds are echoing inside my ears.

Looking at that spectacle, I unconsciously gulped.

“W-wait, Aya...What are you…”

She brought her mouth closer to my ear and whispered.

“I’d always become like this whenever I’m having a good time with your tongue, you see.?”
“I-is, that so…”
“Want to do it?”
“That’s…”

...I already longing for you since earlier though.

I pushed my lips on her and inserted my tongue inside her mouth and slowly moved around.

She only let me do as I please without willing to do anything.

I tried my best to imitate what she did, but it didn't go well. I wonder what I did wrong, it’s just kept getting rougher each time.

“Hey...Ayaa…”

She hugged me with her hand while her other hand was moving to my sensitive part. Her fingers’ movement made wet noises.

“Hyaa.”

Feeling her touch, I jerked my body backwards, but due to her hand that held my body, I couldn't avoid her sudden attack. 

Aya, who understands my body better than me, stopped her kiss and looked at me.

“Marika, what do you want to do?”

Aya staring at me gently just like a nursery school teacher who talked to her student. And just like a kindergartener, I replied to her question while stuttering.

“A kiss...give me, a kiss…”

She giggles while sticking our forehead together.

“If it’s kiss, we did a lot since earlier, right?””
“...It feels different when you’re the one who’s doing it.”

Even though I’m in the mood to let her do whatever she wants and mess with me after that self-loathe session.

She’s really a bully.

“Hey, please touch me more...Or...you don’t want to...? So...Aya won’t listen to my wish…?”
“Geez, Marika. You’re really…”
“Hnn”

My body reacted when she suddenly gave a string stimulus over my sensitive parts. Since I’m naked right now, I have nothing to lessen her vigorous moves. Everything, each part, is going just like what her fingers want.

“You are getting better at pleading something from me. What an obscene girl.”
“That’s...not...hii...aahh...nnn!!”

She shut my mouth by her own mouth and thrust her tongue inside. Her bold actions really feel better than what I was expecting.

This, this is what I wanted from her.

I like Aya’s kisses. I like it very much.

She keeps her rough movements down there and treats me gently on my lips. Receiving her attack from both directions, I couldn't keep my body from the excitement and quickly reached the edge. 

I released the tension from my body, but Aya won’t let me go from her embrace. I have nowhere to run so I desperately clung my body to Aya's just like seeking for help.

She keeps touching me everywhere during that time and even after that. This, rather than helping me she’s the main culprit for my situation, right?

I felt dizzy. The only good thing happened is she kept kissing me when she touched me everywhere. But I already reached my limit so I put a stop on her by a scream just like a fool.

If by any chance I didn’t stop her, I bet she will make me say stuff like “I’ll die.” or “I’m cumming” non-stop. Also, I probably would shout my feelings while calling her name.

But after a while, she continued to play with my body here and there, and make me feel good by her touches. 

She fulfilled my desires...no, she really surpassed my expectation this time.

***

When I’m looking at the clock, it seems like an hour had passed. 

After we were done, she brought me a towel and helped me wipe my body. While caressing my head, she complimented me, “You did well. You were really pretty.”

“Ehehe...I wuv Aya...”

I hugged her like a spoiled kindergartener. But still, it would be awkward if due to her aggressive attack my mental state really regressed into a little girl...

“You really accepted everything well. Good girl.”
“Un..it’s thanks to Aya. I like you…”

Having she patted my head gently, I showed her a carefree smile.

The honest me, and the dishonest me. Two of them are part of me but...let’s be the honest one for now.

...Because, she looks happier when I'm being honest.

Even though I’m like this, actually I also really want to make her feel good since it’s always me. That’s why, I should change this stubborn side of me step by step for her sake.

....For now, I only managed to being honest after we had sex.

Next week, we will have a double date with Chisaki and Yume. I don’t know what will happen, but I have Aya with me. Considering she’s one or two steps ahead of me, I’m sure that everything will turn out okay.

Until then, let’s do my best on my part-time job and earn a lot of money.

*****

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Credit:
TL and everything else: Meatbun
Proofread: Yui

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