A Bit Long Epilogue

Sorry for the wait, and here is the epilogue!

I wish you guys had a great Christmas and new year holiday despite this shitty pandemic!

R-18 Alert (Stay away if you hate rope, thank you.)

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“Eh!?”

Around the end of October, the piercing cold temperature starts to fill the air when I can’t believe what I just heard. Sae who  stood in front of me looked embarrassed when she saw my reaction.

“It’s not really a big deal…”
“Why are you already a B-Rank crew!? Aren't you getting promoted too quickly? Even though the manager praised me that much back then!”
“I was able to put aside my problems with Fuwa so I put my focus on working, I already got accepted in university after all.”
“A prodigy…”

I still can’t believe what just happened. Why are you suddenly being someone that is so meritorious out of nowhere.

Ain’t we supposed to be allies considering our rivalry with Aya? You traitor…

 

“Having a gorgeous appearance, accompanied with a bountiful breast, also good at doing your work...As expected from someone who only started doing part-time just for the sake of snatching me from Aya…”
“I don’t really want to hear that from someone who forcefully made a LINE Group between arch-enemies…”

Sae can give a sharp comeback now, but actually after that scissors accident, she sincerely apologized to me.

That day I had just finished my shift and entered the changing room when I found Sae doing dogeza. Of course that was a pretty shocking experience.

“I’m really sorry for what I did. My head was filled with hatred toward Fuwa that I ended up involving the innocent Marika-sama… Please let me do anything to make up for this mistake.”

On top of that she put out a scissor when she offered her apology while showing me her beautiful black hair. It seemed like she was really determined to let me do whatever I want to her.

The me who got forcefully involved in that accident can understand where she came from. So I took the scissors and cut her hair.

Around the split ends.

“How stupid. Just raise your face.”
“....Eh?”

So I swiftly flicked her forehead. Looking at her teary eyes, I stick out my tongue. It’s good if she’s really reflecting on what she did, but I’m not the one she should ask for forgiveness. 

“I believe that one day, you can be forgiven and mend your relationship with Aya. It might be hard, but I guarantee you that it will definitely happen. Just do whatever you think is right.”
“Fuwa’s forgiveness…”

I let out a smile when I see Sae who looks discouraged.

“Don’t worry, I’ll help you after all. Just leave it to me.”

To be honest, as for the current condition it would be really hard to make it into reality. It’s a long battle, so we need to do our best for now.

After that, I changed my uniform into casual clothes. I planned to visit the bar after this.

I asked Sae if she wanted to tag along and she said yes, so we headed to Shinjuku together.

Since we boarded the train during peak hour, I practically got squeezed amidst the crowds. With this situation, Sae’s body is sticking close with mine along with that huge chest of hers. Hm, how enviable.

“Anyway, you preferred boys back in middle-school right, Sae?”
“If you say preferred, I still prefer boys even now though…”
“Don’t you think it’s weird for girls to date each other?”
“I don’t.”

Sae shook her head without any shreds of uncertainty. That’s unexpected.

“It’s not a place to stick my nose in others’ relationships. Everyone can date whoever they want.”
“Well, that’s true.”

Just like what I said back then before I dated Aya.

“...If I phrase it in another way.”
“Uh-huh.”
“At first, I was interested in what kind of girl Fuwa is dating. It was just as I expected, a careless fool with a amiable personality. That moment I thought that Fuwa’s taste was really only at that level.”
“Ooh, are you asking for another fight?”

If only I knew what she really thought of me, I would accept that stun gun from Karen-san.

But looking at my negative reaction, Sae gets instantly flustered.

“T-that was my first impression...But actually you are really diligent and considerate with your surroundings. At one point I was moved by your sincerity and able to open my heart to you...Could it be that you’re using hypnosis?”
“Huh are you dumb? I just live my life earnestly.”

Sae looks perplexed like she just discovered a tardigrade that lives inside a volcano so I lightly hit the back of her palm.

“Then it’s alright if I interpreted your words as you really thought of me as a friend at some point, right? Since when?”

Sae rested her hands on her glorious breasts as her cheeks slowly turned red and she averted her gaze..

“Since I asked you to touch my breasts, probably...it was kinda thrilling...”
“That was meant as a honey trap for me, right!? How could you get caught by your own plan!?”
“Because, you are fun to talk with after all!”
“You won’t try to stab someone you had fun with in the first place...good grief…”

Sae pretends she didn’t hear that bit and clear her throat. Like she tried to change the dangerous topic, she shoved her finger at my direction.

“B-but I will still advise you to quickly end your relationship with her. I’m saying this for your own good. That person isn’t capable of making her lover happy since she’s really a terrible person!”
“Aaah, yes yes, too bad, since I’m very happy right now.”
“Uuugh……”

Sae with her small-fry mentality couldn’t reply and just groaned desperately.

She’ll cry if I keep making fun of her like this.

Anyway, I really intended to make everything go smoothly, for Aya’s sake and my own sake. 

Honestly I always thought that Sae might be in love with Aya, but I’m not so uncouth to ask her bluntly like that.

We arrived at the bar and I directly went to the counter seat. I thought of ordering that peach cocktail from Karen-san since it was pretty tasty the last time I drank it, but then Aya came right before me.

Since she was the one who served me, I ordered a garnet-colored cocktail. Aya received my order and skillfully made it.

Since today is Saturday night, it’s pretty crowded inside this store right now.

Sae chose to sit at another spot, can’t be helped since she still can’t be honest with her own feelings. 

“So you came with Enomoto-senpai today.”
“Yup, since we finished our shift together!”
“...Even though we have a date after this.”

It always makes me feel weird when she’s looking at me with that passionate gaze.

After I discovered Sae’s true nature, I think that Aya and Sae have a similar personality when it comes to their way of loving someone, mainly how heavy their feelings are. I never bring up the topic since I don’t know what kind of reaction they will have so I shut my mouth. 

“Yeah, I’m looking forward to it, Aya.”
“..Me too.”

Looking at her expressions, it reminds me how she really gets along well with Chisaki and Yume.

Aya and Chisaki will get fired up once they talk about games, while Aya and Yume have a blast when they’re talking about yuri manga. It seems like they have a similar taste when it comes to manga. Since Aya always looks like she’s having fun, it makes my day much more enjoyable.

Even though she never said anything when I’m together with Chisaki or Yume, she’s really showing her jealousy whenever I’m together with Sae.

As I thought, she must have complicated feelings when it comes to Sae.

“Hey, do you really hate it when I’m together with Sae?”
“I certainly hate it, but…”

So it’s a certain matter…

“But it’s not like I can’t stand it. I’m okay with that.”
“You don’t push yourself?”
“Nope, it makes me sulky though.”

Since other guests wanted to place an order, Aya left me and headed to their direction.

I see, so she’s sulking...she’s very cute when she acts like that...I really want to spoil her if she behaves like that…

I spent my time observing Aya’s work, playing with my phone, and enjoying my alone time. After a while, Aya came back right in front of me.

Even though the store is pretty busy, it seems like she really wants to tell me something.

“We were really good friends before that thing happened.”
“With Sae?”
“Yeah. I realized that she has obsessive traits and is short-sighted, but she’s not a bad person. I should have figured out everything and did something before she resorted to that action. To be honest I was pretty depressed back then.”

Aya casts her gaze downward.

“But unlike me, Marika really forced everything through and insisted on mending me and Enomoto-senpai’s relationship, so I'm thankful for that. Spewing our hatred at each other directly might feel easier rather than avoiding her completely. That’s why, thank you.”
“That’s...you’re welcome.”

It’s embarrassing if you said it like that.

“I’m finally able to properly say it,” said Aya while letting out her usual smile.

Aya is really kind after all.

But, wait. Could it be that along with Sae’s apology, Aya was already able to be freed from what shackled her all these times? 

If that’s the case, I no longer need to push Sae’s back? But it is also possible that this is just the beginning. Sae is still caught by her own curses and she’s still not able to unshackle that bind by herself. Let’s work hard, Sae.

When mine and Sae’s gaze met, she hurriedly turned her face away.

I wonder if she was looking at Aya’s bartender mode but then got too flustered when I discovered her...Geez, she’s hopeless. 

“Well then, I’ll see you later, Marika.”
“Yup, later.”

I lightly waved my hand and sent her off. Since today is a busy day, Karen-san isn’t free enough to have a long conversation with me. I directly thank her for her help during that case with Sae and order her latest cocktail. When my order arrived, someone also sat right beside me.

“Hey, Marie.”
“Geh, Asta.”

I unconsciously groaned when I looked at her. Ah, I also really need to talk about her last fortune-telling.

“Hey, remember what you said back then about some accident involving violence? It really became a reality.”
“Eeeh!? I’m so glad you made it out alive! Japan is unexpectedly not so safe, huh...Is the culprit properly caught?”
“She’s sitting over there though.”
“The culprit!?”

Asta looks very uncomfortable when she’s following the direction of my finger. Asta pulled out her phone and tried to call the police, I really did my best to stop her.

“Rather than that, will you do fortune-telling again? I really want to avoid anything troublesome after all.”
“I’m okay with that, but...what if you’ll get involved in a kidnapping incident this time…”
“I’ll rely on the police when that time comes.”

Asta took my hand and rubbed it slowly. She’s doing it more carefully than before while observing each crease, it feels ticklish.

“...Marie…”
“W-what?”

Why does she sound so gloomy…? Eh, am I going to die this time?

“You might die, Marie.”
“F’real.”
“Yeah, it’ll come soon, probably. This is...uwaah, uwaah, just after this...today? Yeah, just do your best, Marie.”
“Right after this!?”

And she really told me to do my best?

Asta was seriously crying back when she foresaw my violent incident, but now, even though she told me I’m going to die, she didn’t show any tears. What does she mean by that...this is another riddle to solve…

...Wait. Die? Right after this?

Could it be, that…

Asta‘s pale cheeks dyed in red, her oozing sexual appeal really make me wonder if she is really younger than me.

“Asta, could it be that what you mean by die is…?”
“How envious! Let me join you guys!”

Just as expected, so that's what she meant by dying!

Right before I was able to say anything, Aya who had already changed her clothes arrived next to me, “Sorry to keep you waiting.”

I peeked through the corner of my eyes, it seemed like Sae already went home. She just wanted to see Aya, but not really want to meet her, probably. I don’t have any problem with that, though…

“Let’s go, Marika...Is there something wrong, Asta? You look very delighted.”
“There’s nothing! Let’s go, Aya!”

I forcefully grabbed Aya’s hand and pulled her away from Asta.

Behind my back, Asta let out a cheer, “Do your best!” with a cheery tone. I’ll pretend I didn’t hear that.

***

Saturday night, since we don’t have school for tomorrow, well, it ended up like that.

I told my parents that I’ll stay over at my female friend’s house for today.

It’s not like I told them a complete lie, since I’m going to spend the night with Aya…

We arrived at a hotel in Shinjuku. It is located in the corner of Kabuki-cho, a fancy-looking hotel. We booked an executive room with a double bed. Considering the price, I really spent this month’s wage in a luxurious manner.

When we entered the room, I could smell something refreshing. Aya picked a room with a huge bathroom. When I’m looking outside the window, I can see the sparkling scenery of Shinjuku’s night since we’re on the 15th floor. Together with Aya who sits beside me, the scenery before me feels more striking somehow.

“We finally came here.”
“Our second sleepover date, right?”

During our amusement park date, we weren’t able to have a sleepover so we put a delay for that plan. This time, we properly planned everything. It’s not like we’re having some sort of anniversary, it’s nothing special, we just want to have private time for the two of us and have fun by ourselves.

It’s just the two of us until our tomorrow’s check out time. We can do anything we want without having to mind others’ gaze on us inside this room.

“Hey, Aya, can I do that? Can I?”

I pointed at the huge bed in front of us and pestered her for permission.

“You can.”
“Yay!”

Without any hesitation, I dived into the double bed. My body was instantly captivated by the soft and fluffy sheet. Haah, this feels so good.

“Aya too, come here come here.”

I look at Aya while opening my arms and flapping my legs in order to invite her. Aya put down her luggage and looked a bit embarrassed but still dived into the bed.

We make a bit of a mess, but we laugh it off together.

“Aah, so exciting.”
“If you're already getting this excited, you won’t last for the rest of the night, Marika.”
“That’s a different type of excitement.”
“Good grief.”

We embraced each other and locked each other's lips into a kiss.

I usually let her do as she pleases, but this time, I put my body on top of her and planted a lot of kisses. Right at her forehead, her cheek, her eyelids, and her nape.

Aya gently caresses my head.

“I like you, Aya. thank you for choosing me.”
“That’s my line, also, sorry to make you pay that much. I know that you would definitely get mad if I paid for it myself.”
“Fufun, don’t mind it! Doing something like this makes it like we’re of equal standing in terms of relationship.”

Despite knowing that I just blurted out some weird logic, I still planted another kiss on Aya.

Even though she had troubled expressions, she responded to my kiss by moving her own lips and making us drown into a deep sea of pleasure. 

I wonder what I should do now. Should I be bold and take this further...But when I was still contemplating with myself, Aya took a step ahead and touched my cheeks.

“Hey, let’s eat first. Once we start doing it, I doubt that we’ll have time to come out of this room.”
“Y-yeah, you’re right.”

So she realized what was going on inside my head...how embarrassing.

I properly put my luggage in the room, took the key card and headed to the elevator. Two young girls who look like they’re still attending high school walking around inside a luxurious hotel. If I were a stranger who’s looking at us, I probably thought that’s somewhat a peculiar thing. 

“Let’s stay quiet when we walk in the corridor, okay?”
“Ye~s.”

I pulled Aya’s hand and went to the second floor.

Since we booked a dinner plan, we were greeted by a buffet-style dinner course. The waiter welcomed us and escorted us to our table. We directly went to the buffet and took whatever we wanted to eat. Viva luxury!

When we went back to our table  and saw each other’s plates, we instantly laughed at them.

“Geez, Aya. You only eat meat, do you?”
“I don’t want to hear that from Marika who picked dessert even though we haven’t eaten anything.”
“Because it’s kind of a waste since I can’t really be doing this other than in a buffet.”
“Let’s just go to the all-you-can-eat cake buffet next time.”

Even though we’re having a buffet style dinner, I can’t let my guard down since I’ll enter a jacuzzi bath with her after this. It won’t do if I have a bulging tummy, it’ll be a shameful experience.

Anyway we keep having round trips to the buffet from chinese cuisine, imelets, roast beef, and a lot of delicious dishes, but Aya keeps gobbling none other than meat since earlier.

“You like meat that much?”
“I need to stack up a lot of energy for tonight.”
“Hieee.”

I’ll get nervous if you suddenly look at me like that.

Geez, she really nonchalantly makes me realize what will happen later. It’s getting harder to enjoy my food now.

We finished our dinner with that kind of mood. I ate my last dessert for today and we went back to our room. 

It was only us inside the elevator. When we waited to arrive at our floor, she suddenly kissed me out of nowhere. 

“E-even though it's only us here...there is a surveillance camera over there, you know?”
“I don’t really mind it since I wanted to kiss you.”
“Geez.”

It’s a short distance until we reach our room, but I stopped Aya by pulling her arm and planted another kiss in the middle of the corridor. It’s a little revenge for what she did earlier. 

I let out a mischievous laugh when suddenly another guest who looked like a foreigner walked passed us. 

Eh!? W-wait, they saw it!?

Aya’s cheeks smeared in red looked astounded.

“You really are a bold one.”
“R-right! Ehe, hehehe…”

It would be nice if I can get her fooled. We arrived at our room and entered when suddenly Aya pulled me into a rough kiss. It was happening in an instance that our tongues slapped each other. She mercilessly moved her tongue. It made me feel my brain would melt due to the sensation.

“Let’s have a bath first.”
“Y, yeash…”

Aya looked satisfied and she proceeded to take off my clothes. Looking at the previous patterns, it seems like it’s Aya’s turn from now. My turn sure is a short one, huh…

As expected from the executive room, the bathroom is spacious with a huge bathtub. It’s a piece of cake for the two of us getting in together.

I centered my attention to the bathwater additive selection inside, after examining them one by one, I put my decision on the bubble bath bomb.

“Ah, a bubble bath? I’m okay with that.”
“Yaay, yaay.”

Come to think of it, it’s been a while since the last time I saw Aya’s naked body so I observed her for a while. It’s the usual thin frame with a smooth and pale skin with a perfect proportion.

If only I was a professional painter, I would for sure ask her to be a nude model for my painting. On the other hand, I also really don’t want to show this body to other people. Wait why am I thinking stuff like this, I’m getting my priorities backward.

“Hey, Aya.”
“What is it?”
“Can I lick your boobs?”
“...I don’t really mind.”

Her face bluntly shows, “Why so sudden?”

Ah but before we do that, let’s hug her. Let’s just do it like this from behind.

Touching Aya’s lustrous skin really put me on another form of excitement. Ah, this is dangerous, her skin really acts like an aphrodisiac. 

“It feels good, Marika.”
“Y-yeah.”

Embracing Aya without wearing anything on our body from behind really feels great. If I proceed to touch her boobs like this, will it be okay…?

Let’s stop being negative, even I can do it with this mood! I can do this! If it’s only this much!

The water finally filled up the bathtub so we entered together. We sit facing each other and waiting for the effect from the bath bomb. Whoa, the bath bomb really is amazing considering the sudden amount of the bubbles inside our bathtub.

“Uwaah, what a nice scent. This feels great! Hey, do you think it’s safe if it gets into our mouth?”
“I think this bath bomb has a low amount of chemical compounds, so it might be alright.”

I see I see. Well then let’s do it.

When I brought my face closer to her upper body, Aya suddenly looked nervous. Without really thinking about it, I placed my lips on top of her breast.

“Nnn…”

Chu. I licked her breast and sucked it slowly.

Our legs tangled with each other, I could feel her soft thigh using my legs. Moreover, the soft moans that escaped her lips made me more aroused than before. 

“Nn, nnn…”

Yup, as I thought, her breasts are really my favorite part.

It feels very soft, and warm. Just by touching it my chest feels warm. Boobs are really amazing, I might get hooked.

“As expected, boobs are not only about size, huh.”

Even though I said that, Aya’s boobs are relatively large anyway. I kept enjoying the bounciness of Aya’s boobs until suddenly she grabbed my wrist. 

“Marika, have you touched a larger one before?”
“Eh?”

Her gaze hurts, it feels like it could shoot a laser beam any time now.

“Huh, nah, that’s, uhhh.”
“Enomoto-senpai’s breasts are pretty large, right?”
“Eh, why Sae!?”

Aya let out a wonderful smile.

“I found it strange since you suddenly asked for my breasts. I see, so that was the case. We are talking about Marika so I think it’s not something crude like cheating. Don’t worry, I trust you.”

Aya moved her legs in a suggestive manner like she’s provoking me. I feel like seeing a scene from a movie considering her tantalizing atmosphere.

“I should really discipline you thoroughly huh. Also, your punishment.”
“You mean that…”

My heart beats faster. 

Looking at me, Aya once again showed me her gorgeous smile.

That smile captured my heart in an instance.

“I won't let you sleep tonight.”

***

Rope play. Right after we have finished our bath I started to wonder if this is what Asta meant by ‘trouble with women’. Well, it’s not like this I expected this kind of ‘trouble’...

Let me say this, even though I agreed on doing this, it’s not like I’m getting very excited and wagging my tail. I’m serious. Yeah. 

Because rather than this kind of abnormal play, I really prefer the usual one when we simply hug each other naked. Probably…

Aya took off my clothes and made me sit cross-legged on top of the fluffy bed. She bound my arms behind my body using fake handcuffs (I wish it really was a fake).

Is she serious…?

Even without anything covering my body except this thin blanket, the temperature inside the room is pretty warm. Is it one of her kindness...what is kindness again…

Aya sits on an orange-colored sofa while crossing her legs.

She’s holding a wine glass with her hand with grape juice inside. Since she’s wearing a bathrobe, I’m only able to catch a glimpse of her pale thigh. Considering her sexual appeal, is she really my classmate?

“Just look, Aya...I’ll definitely catch up and beat that sexiness.”
“You don’t have to worry, you are plenty sexy already.”
“...Really?”
“It perfectly stimulated my sexual desires.”
“Isn’t that because you’re a pervert…”
“Yup, that’s why I like it.”
“Geez……..”

Aya walked closer. She raised her hand and smoothly placed it on my cheeks and caressed it gently. It’s ticklish. Since I’m in this position, I only manage to move my body a bit.

“What if I need to go to the toilet…”
“I’ll properly take them off and let you.”
“That’s unexpected.”

I was certain that she would persistently head toward the land of perversion but it seems I was wrong. 

“I said that I will discipline you thoroughly, but I won’t do something you hate.”
“Muu…..”

She phrased it like I’m enjoying what she’s currently doing to me…

Seemed like she misunderstood the meaning behind my unwavering gaze toward her, so she raised her glass toward my direction, “Want to take a sip?”

“You will take them off?”
“Nn.”

Aya put her lips on the glass and drank the juice inside. When I’m still wondering the meaning behind her action, she instantly brought her face closer to mine and placed her lips on my mouth. She opened her lips and poured the juice from her mouth into my mouth.

T-this is, mouth-to-mouth feeding!

The juice feels lukewarm since it mixed with Aya’s saliva. It’s not like I can spit it out since it will make the bed dirty. The only choice is to gulp everything down.

This is kinda...makes me feel like she’s toying with me…

In the middle of this bright room, Aya’s fair skin looks glimmering. Her cheeks look redder than usual, I wonder if it’s because we just got out of the bath.

“You want more?”
“...No.”
“You dislike it? The way I gave you?”
“Because, it tasted like Aya…” 

Aya gently caressed my head again.

“Sounds lewd.”
“You made me say it!”
“Temptress bottom.”
“I’m not!”

I’ll insist that she’s wrong, but Aya paid it no mind and sealed my mouth again with her lips. Just like earlier, she poured the juice from her mouth again, but this time I feel like I can taste Aya’s flavor stronger than earlier. I can’t really put my fingers on whether it tastes good or bad.

“My flavor, what kind of flavor is it?”
“Eh...it is something like...lukewarm?”
“Is it something like this?”

Aya put her finger right on my lips. I wonder if she asked me to lick it. So I put out my tongue and touched Aya’s finger with my tongue.

I peeked at her reaction through the corner of my eyes, ah she’s smiling. It seems like I was right.

“How is it?”
“It has a similar flavor.”
“I see.”

Why does she look so happy, I don’t understand her train of thought.

Aya moved her finger and forcefully pushed it inside my mouth. For a moment I thought of just biting her out of spite, but I bet the aftermath would be frightening so I licked them obediently.

There’s only wet sounds coming from my tongue. Feeling Aya’s finger wrapped with my saliva giving me other weird sensations. 

“You look like a cat.”
“I thought you are the cat one between us.”
“I want to keep you as my pet.”
“Your weird desires are leaking out there…”
“I’ll do my best to work and earn a lot of income enough to take care of you. I’ll properly save up to provide you an ideal domesticated life.”
“My future plan is being finalized out of nowhere!”

I spit her finger out of my mouth. Aya kissed her finger that was inside my mouth until just now. I really wish she’d stop doing stuff that’s bad for my heart like that, or else I’ll lose my will to fight at this rate.

“In the first place.”
“Uh-huh.”
“Why did you bind me like this?”
“Because you need to be disciplined properly.”
“That’s...is binding really necessary though?”
“Of course.”

Aya’s cleavage that kept peeking through her slightly opened bathrobe since earlier has made me restless since earlier. Well, normally you can’t keep your composure when you’re being binded like this though.

“It’s just, something like being tied like this, isn’t something unheard of after all?”
“That’s right, just like how Mitsumine-san always ties up Matsukawa-san with her michiefs.”
“You know that we’re not talking about that kind of tie-up, right?”

She’s making fun of me…

“Between you and me, uh, it’s not like we need this kind of thing though. You always attack me one-sidedly after all. It’s kind of meaningless when you tie me up like this, don’t you think? I’ve never resisted you violently before anyway…”
“Yeah, since Marika likes it when it feels good, right?”

I scowled at her insensitive remark. Speaking like she has nothing to do with this even though she’s the one who turned my body like that!

“Yeah yeah, and so, these handcuffs are meaningless, right?”
“Let’s just try it out before you can really say whether it’s meaningless or not.”

Aya pulled away the blanket that sloppily covered my body and enveloped my body inside her arms. Her bathrobe that touched my bare skin gave off a fluffy sensation, it felt very pleasant.

“It’s my turn to savour your taste now.”
“...Go ahead.”

There’s no other answer so I nodded my head, her declaration-like statement put me in embarrassment.

In the end I let her do as she pleases, nothing different than usual huh.

I wonder what she has in store for me. It kinda puts me in an excitement.

Aya slowly touched my hair without saying anything. Judging by her way of touching me, she’s really in the mood to do this. Her touch is, how should I put it, it’s like she’s impatient, or rather, I can feel her desire. No matter how many times we did it, I still can’t get used to this.

Her hand moved toward my shoulder, her touch was faint, her soft fingers that were tracing my skin felt ticklish.

“Marika.”
“Nn…”
“Your skin is so smooth, it feels good to touch.”
“That’s...thanks.”

Behind my calm composure, I secretly cheered since I worked hard to do a lot of routine to take care of my skin.

“I’ll kiss you in a lot of places, okay?”

She asked for permission rather than asking my opinion, it’s her usual power move. Of course I didn’t have any reason to turn down and let her do everything she wanted.

Her lips moving from my nape toward my back.

Her tongue was moving according to my body line, it gave me a sudden sense of pleasure.

My body started to feel feverish. Aya started her attack like her usual pattern, she would start off gentle to prepare my body. Once each part of my body became sensitive to every touch of hers, her moves would get bolder.

“How does it feel when your movement is restricted like in this situation?”
“Hmm...irritating?”
“That’s a given huh.”

This time she moved her body and covered my breasts from my behind. Her fingers started to grope my breasts slowly like she’s playing with it. Considering my breasts are smaller than her, is it really fun to play with them like that. I’m getting worried.

Her way of touching me is similar to the way she polished a gem, like she’s treating the most precious object in this world. Her long and pretty fingers kept exploring each nook and cranny of my breasts in a gentle manner even though she usually gets rougher around this time.

It’s...unbearable.

Her palm was moving around each part of my body from my nape, back, legs, and chest. My body started to get impatient judging by the heat that have gathered inside my body. In contrast, Aya didn’t show any signs of moving, she only stared at me who was unable to move.

I tried to move but the handcuffs that restrained my hands and this stick that obstructed my legs from moving hinder me from any of that.

Uu, uuuhh…

“I like you, Marika.”
“...I like you too.”

Aya moved again when I was starting to get impatient. 

She planted kisses on my chest. Like getting revenge from the bathroom accident earlier, she sucked my chest. Her hair gave off a nice scent since we’ve just finished our bath. For a moment my head was only filled with her.

Uhh, this is dangerous. Even though she used a different shampoo, her scent that enveloped me smelled like the usual. My feelings will overflow if this keeps going on.

Aya pushed my body onto the bed behind me. I let out short breaths when my back touched the sheet. That moment, I realized that there’s no way back since nothing can stop her.

“Aya...more, please…”
“Nn…”

I couldn't hold back my voice when Aya touched the tip and sucked it.

“Ayaa…”
“Marika, you’re lovely.”
“Aya, I like you...”

Even though I really want to pull Aya into a hug, both my arms and legs are restrained so I can’t move them. I’m only able to wait until she’s the one who embraces me.

“Aya, this is...unbearable...”
“How does it feel when your body won’t move as you want?”

She must be having fun giving me questions like this.

“It makes me feel anxious, and it’s exasperating...”
“Doesn’t it make you excited when you imagine what’ll come next?”
“That’s...because...”

It always excites me even when I'm not in this condition though...of course I can’t say it out loud.

When I’m pondering by myself, Aya mercilessly moved her hand and reached the bottom part of my body.

“Marika, it’s wet down here.”
“Ah, aaah, no…”

I want to close my legs but I can’t, so I tried to cover my face but the handcuffs won’t let me do it either. 

Everything going according to Aya’s plan is a common occurrence and usually I can resist or put on a facade to protect my dignity. But this time she completely robbed me of that choice.

Aya’s persistent touch pulled my consciousness into a numb sensation. She completely dominated me, touched me everywhere, and treated me as she pleased. This time she totally made a clear line between us and put me under her thumb, if this kept going on I had a feeling that it would affect me in a very bad way.

“Aya...this is scary…”
“It’s still the beginning though.”
“Nnnn...”

What I can do for now is to keep my voice down while Aya’s hand keeps wandering and gives me pleasure with each of her strokes.  

“Your inside is burning.”
“Nnn…”

My body gave out a small reaction, it eagerly waited for the pleasure that has yet to come like a dry throat that’s craving for water. 

I’m perfectly aware that my body is getting very sensitive due to Aya’s previous endeavor. I’ll blame Aya since she has perfectly trained this body based on her own desire.

“What is this sensation...I never…”
“It’s okay, Marika. You just need to relish each pleasure.”
“This, is different...because, it’s...insufferable...”

Aya pulled me into a hug. She put her arms around my body and stroked my back. Just by that simple gesture, I couldn’t hold back my voice due to the sudden pleasure.

Is this the effect of the rope play…?

“When we normally do this, you were thinking that [I let Aya do this], right?”
“Ahhh...aahnn…”

Aya caressed my bottom as she licked my ear. 

“When you were under that impression, you were able to resist at a certain degree. But you see, when I tied you up like this, I changed that idea into [Aya let me feel this] which led into a whole different situation.”

“I don’t get it…”

I can’t perceive Aya’s words well, her voice got into my right ear and instantly left through my left ear.

“You see, I like it when I’m touching you like this. I can make you understand how much the feeling I have for you. That’s why, you don’t have to look at other people, you just need to look at me. I’m perfectly capable of robbing you of your freedom and destroying whatever excuse you have. I’ll devote myself to loving you. Hey, I’ll do it for you, whenever you want.”

Aya’s smile looks emotionless while sweetly whispering her poison-like words. I secretly get a little stunned when looking at her who’s currently in front of me. 

“Hey,” I called her in a small voice.

“Could it be that, you are jealous?”
“...”
“That’s cute.”

Deep down I understand what she was implying, but I chose to ignore it and confront her feelings directly.

Robbing me of my freedom doesn’t sit right with me, but I still want her to show me the wild beast that’s sleeping inside her mind.

I wonder if the reason I’m doing this is deep down I’m only longing for her unrestrained conduct to fulfill my own personal pleasure.

Aya kissed me on the lips gently like she’s licking the area around my mouth with eyes that are not showing any sign of composure.

“Sure, Marika.”

Aya took off her bathrobe. She instantly made me lost in amazement by showing that smooth and pale skin.

“I don’t want to hide anything from you. Personally, I’m lost since I have no idea how to show you this hidden side of me. That’s why the only way I thought of is by touching you like this and let you know the amount of feelings I have for you.”
“I understand, Aya.”

I know that Aya is clumsy in showing her feelings, but that’s alright.

“Your feelings have reached me. The way you touched me and drove me to pleasure, I understand it well. I really like that part of you.
“...Yeah.”

Aya pulled me into a kiss once again and I swiftly welcomed her tongue inside my mouth with my own.

During our kisses, I hazily heard the sound of a police car or ambulance’s siren. Not surprising since we are at a hotel in Shinjuku. The two of us embrace each other, in this small world that is made for us.

“I like you, thank you for always thinking about me.”
“That’s a given, since I love Marika.”
“And that’s why,” Aya continued her words while strengthening her grip around my body. The nervousness spread through my body, I can feel cold sweat flowing on my back.
“I won’t let other people take you away from me.”
“I’m completely yours.”
“I know. Even though I know, whenever I look at you like this, showing me your embarrassing side, I couldn’t contain the ugly feelings inside of me. I want to be with you forever, I want you to look only at me, stay beside me, showing this side of you only for me. I want to monopolize you for the rest of my life.”

Aya rashly moved her fingers inside me. I’m no longer able to control my own voice.

But I don’t have the time to think about it since I know my body reached its peak and my head went blank in an instant.

Yeah, that was quick.

My hands desperately grabbing the bed sheet behind me while my legs curled up since I can’t move them. Aya’s fingers stopped for a short moment and then moved again with a movement bolder than before. I really have no place to run since I can’t really move my body freely thanks to these tools.

“Aaaah, aa, aaaa...ah, aaa...♡”

Ah, I might die if she keeps doing it at this pace.

“Marika is cute and kind to everyone. That’s why, sometimes I couldn’t stop myself from thinking a lot of what if situations… For example you might meet someone better at your work... It’s not weird if some boys take interest in you, of course that also applies with the girls.”

I couldn’t clearly hear what she said since it took all of me to keep my mind sane while receiving Aya’s merciless attack. I’m already very sensitive over there that it only took a single stroke to make me cum.

“I’m aware that you like me since that day I made you thoroughly fall in love with me. But still, you are a vulnerable girl and we don’t know what will happen in the future. You understand that something like that might happen twice, right? I was also in the wrong since I didn’t realize that Enomoto-senpai worked at your store and drove you into a dangerous situation, I’m sorry for that. That’s why, I’ll properly look at you from now on.”

Her movement, her words, everything drove me into an endless loop of pleasure and sorrow, it has captured me and won’t let me off.

I desperately tried to say something but the only thing that came out of my mouth was a whimper.

Aya showered me with a gentle gaze.

“If only I could, I really want to make you completely mine, not figuratively, but truly mine. When you’re in my possession, I no longer need to worry about anything. I can shower you with love everyday… But I also want you to be free, since you look like you hate having a possessive person as your partner.”

I can’t perceive it completely but at least I can understand that Aya was saying peculiar things. Well, she really does look like the type who often hides her own feelings and blows up later. I’m sure that she was trapped in anguish from that day until this moment.

Aya is smart and clever, but that’s why she tends to overthink.

“Marika, I’ll treasure you, of course I’ll also show my concerns toward other people just like what you said. I only have one wish, that at least at times like this, I want you to only think about me inside this world that exists for our sake. Is it alright?”

Aya instantly took hold of my heart with that piercing and passionate gaze. I desperately gasped while trying to call her name. The words won’t come out well, I’m also unable to think of the right and proper answer for Aya. But I want her to understand.

“Aya, aah, haa… I like you, I really, like you.”

I used all of my might to say it. It’s up to Aya whether she’s able to understand or not considering how vulgar my voice sounded.

Deep down I might think that spending the rest of my life as her possession might not be so bad…

“Yeah I also like you, Marika. Right now at this moment, you’re mine… Of course I’m only yours. We don’t need to pay any mind to other people, they have nothing to do with us. Tonight it’s only you and me, a time just for the two of us. That’s why...”

At the end we are different individuals, even though we want to do something for our partner’s sake it might result in a deep misunderstanding since we can’t understand their train of thought. At some point it might cause a huge rift between two people in a relationship.

Aah.

Rather than the ability to read the mood it would be great if I could read her mind. If so, I can properly get her intention and how enormous the feelings she has for me.

Amidst the sweet sensation Aya sent through my whole body, I silently thought of that pointless wish.

***

We spent our night together by feeling each other’s skin that both of us suffered from total exhaustion by morning. It seems like we fell asleep in each other’s arms.

I opened my eyes and was greeted by the sunlight that came through the window.

“Morning…”
“...Nn.”

I found Aya looking at me while resting her chin on her hand. Ah, this nostalgic feeling, like I’ve known this scenery for a long time now. Even though we only did this once during our hot spring trip, we might spend a lot of time inside our dreams, just like this.

“Do you want a coffee?”
“I can’t really drink coffee unless it’s sweet.”
“I know. I’ll add a lot of milk and sugar.”

Aya woke up from the bed and headed to the pantry, but I caught her hand and pulled it back onto the bed and buried my head on her chest.

Both of us lost our clothes last night so we are practically naked right now. Even the mark of the handcuffs is long gone from my wrists. 

“Aah, this is…”

I playfully touched Aya’s supple skin and let out a breath.

“...Might be happiness.”
“Yeah.”

Aya nodded her head.

“I get that. Seeing you losing your mind by this hand and looking at you in your messed up state when you sleep really excites me.”
“...Pervert.”

Aya laughed when she saw me scowling.

The weather outside is pretty nice since the sky looks clear. Since today is Sunday, should we go shopping before we head home?

Our time inside this room will come to an end soon, but it’s the beginning of our Sunday date.

Today is the day where I have her for myself.

“Aya, let’s take a shower after we finish our coffee.”
“Agree. You have a lewd scent after all.”
“Eh, seriously!?”

Since I have a sensitive nose it’s weird if I didn’t realize… So I brought my arm to my nose and sniffed them, I didn't smell anything.

“I think there are things you can't be aware of by yourself. Don’t lose heart, Marika.”
“Muu…”

Just like this scent, I might haven’t realized how deep Aya has left her mark inside me.

But it’s Aya after all.

“Stuff like that isn’t only applied to me. Even Aya has become very gentle as of late.”
“...Really?”
“Yeah.”

Because, right now, when I’m looking at her smile like this I can't stop myself from thinking about her change. She is really getting more gorgeous than before.

From now on, we’ll keep walking toward the future, together, and step by step. 

Whether it’s school, work, our relationship with others, I’ll have her with me so I’m sure it will be alright as long as I put the best effort.

It would be great if Aya also has the same thought.

I believe that everything will be okay, since I really like her from the bottom of my heart.

………..I like every part of her, including her perverted side after all!

*****

Translator's Note

And we (almost) reach the end of second volume. The upcoming bonus story will let us know better about Aya's workplace and just like the previous volume, it'll come from Aya's perspective.

About this epilogue, I should be honest that translating this chapter is very hard. It made me wonder if yandere possessive partner is high in demand right now (yes I'm looking at you, Pomu).

Anyway I'm still intended to do the third volume but if any of you want to take over just make sure to tell me first (I hate sniping dramas brrr).

Thanks for reading!

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Credit:
TL and everything else: Meatbun
Proofread: Hourai

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